You can commit suicide,give up and resolve yourself to living an apathetic life,or become inspired by the challenge of it yet in order to do that one must be in shape to compete on the top levels mentally and physically.I live in one of the most unhealthy countries in the world,the united states.People arrive from other countries and are at once appalled by the number of fat people that they see.The unusual thing is these fat people are actually starving to death.This is due to what is called celluar phisiology and the severe lack of colodial minerals in the american diet.The shelves of the super markets are overstocked with foods that have less nutritional value than the food that they buy for their dog.The food supply no longer contains minerals.It was reported to be so by the dept.of agriculture in 1950.And you look at americans who should have it so easy and they are stressed,tired,and burned out.Their cells are starved whislt their bellies are full and crying for more.You want first of all to feed what your cells need to eat.Colodial minerals.You will feel high and happy in a way that you never thought possible without prescription or recreational drug use which is death.Your mind will become sharp as a tack,able to focus.It is so easy in failure to blame "them" or "it" hardly ever yourself and to do this makes you unfit to rise up to challenges that life presents,things that make us stronger.You can makes the same mistakes over and over again with the eventual hope being to learn from them.Rich people know this,what good is it to have a wonderous things that you can't enjoy because you are sick?Thus their daily diets include the strongest concentrations of liquid collodial organic minerals they can find.My challenges are no longer to perform in front of a live audience,that is something that I do more for fun and adventure.I never lose at that know matter what.It keeps me from becoming a hermit.I make sure to get out and about you know?I could make a living just busking on the street.Recording science facinates me.Being a recording artist is a joy to me.A recording session is a grand party for me.Good producers love to work with me.I am easy to work with which may suprise you.I am lving through the project doing the majority of all of the instruments and the vocals too.I am on the clock yes but not worried about it,I have rehearsed it a thousand times every way I could think of out on my front porch to the birds.With a metronome.If you are going to get serious about doing studio work you had best have a metronome.Then you will see what you have really got.So I go into the studio without a lot of apprehension.Normal butterflies yes but very low level stage fright.Then I perform what I have rehearsed and at a point my producer might say "could you try it like this?" and they are always good musicians themselves though rarely good singers,and they lay down something that you just love.So instead of getting defensive and all hung up I say "Yes I can do it like that." It creates a synergy to me,after the mastering is done that may be the part I am most listening to.I blow studios up man,I really challenge them.Enjoying a thing you are doing really infects people,they feel good and enjoy it too as well as get inspired to go a bit further out.Which to me is what a good record does.You may have a tune that is the cat's ass onstage and is dogshit in the studio.and a really good record to me,an excellent one is where people just here four notes in the intro and want to hear the whole song even if they never heard it before.That is what makes it a science equal to it's artistic merit.