Whenever you have re-organized your life and are ready to take a new step an old association is going to appear.And you have got to drop it.It is an association with failure.Which will in turn cause you to fail.Better to make it all be brand new.You want to move,even fall forward if you can.Going backwards serves no purpose to a new life.Unless you just haven't wallowed in the muck enough.You have got to want to succeed.And work towards that.Your enthusiasm inspires other to do their best.