My real love is producing my performance and how I am going to do that.And to publish it because the producer and performer may be the last to get paid.Executive Producer really.Publisher extraordinare.I have an eye for talent that you would not believe.The prime of it is I do not have to be the star of the show,yet I shall star in the show.Big..the main ingredient of it.Loving my work and having fun!Stage fright? Yes...always so I tap my hands on the table all nervious and go...."yes I feel it!"It is such a helpless feeling.You forgot all that you have studied and have to go on but as soon as you are on Boom!It all comes back to you.If I did not feel that fright I would be concerned because in that moment out comes your guts and you say I am going up there even if I am terrible.Perhaps only to five people,why don't you try to sing to five people and tell me how much they dug it!