You of course are going to be held responsible for your actions.I could have and perhaps should have chosen a whole different direction.The warning signs were all there.All of the time.Thus when I made the choice I had to pray about it to the creator God."If you are not with me on it and not going to support me through it so I can overcome,please take it away from me,I do not want it,by the terms of this world it is just a lie,a masquerade,I need to know that it is a truth." "Go ahead Rene...do it!"