I have got to be with a creative project that is inspiring me.And that for the most part takes up all of my time.I am very satisfied with my finished works for the most part.That the world may not have caught up to the level that I operate at,I can't stress that.I do not have the time to go into a marketing approach.I place all that I have got into the project behind the intention that a large group of people will relate to it and enjoy it wanting more.And I feel that I have come up short in many ways because I do have a college degree in business management.Yet this I relate more to my functions as executive producer and publisher.Administrative work that I enjoy and get a real buzz off of.This is where the dream becomes real to me,it is first set into motion when it is concieved,then the steps and storyboard are laid out.Demo's are done,rehearsals go on for months sometimes just to do one tune.This hard work going over and over a tune is great fun as the song begins to blossom.Carefully choosing the cast of characters to be involved...the musicians and singers,the recording studio or studio's as it were,who do I want to produce it,who is going to engineer it,who is the assistant engineer going to be,is the film crew prepared for the project?Most of the film crew working making just barely enough to cover their expenses to the point of even losing money to film me instead of a major network sports event.Very high quality people.And this whole assembled crew is getting high off the energy of the project,the timing of everyone in their places is so crucial and every project I have done illustrates that.For every project I change the whole backdrop.The studios are so happy to hear from me and that I am bringing a project in cause it is going to be an off the wall bust.Decidedly different.As executive producer this takes months of preparation for just one song and as a recording scientist I walk in with a smile knowing it is only an experiment that could end up with nothing,a wash as they call it.I use to be very intimidated by that then relaxed knowing the the preparation was done in advance.For an indie with a limited budjet it has to be that way,the result...a thing that will go head to head with a major league production.The money,I would be so blessed to make a living doing this.Pay my taxes and pay my bills,have good health and a roof over my head and dinner on the table..be able to continue production.The grand style and the ostentation,the empty bling bling,at the end of your days you can't take your bling with you,it has no value in the next demension.I would place more value today on having a good and faithful hunting dog than I would in a rolls royce.And I am a working class person,I do not look down upon people.Like it or not we have all got to get along with eachother and respect eachother.If you are doing good it would not hurt you at all to share some of your plenty to help others move along having food,warm clothing,and shelter.As a human species living on the most beautiful garden and farm in the universe we ought to be able to do our good works and have few concerns yet the selfishness and greed of such a minor few has brought the entire planet to the brink of destruction.You have first a group of selfish spoiled children (who have not grown up-they live in the child ego state)and then a group with habitual criminal minds who have found a way to cheat,bribe, and lie all of their lives.In this life of free will you can conduct your life that way and even end up being considered a "respectable person" although in your heart of hearts you are of lewd base and very foul.You cannot be trusted by anyone for anything.You are nothing but a common liar and a pathological criminal,a theif has to steal to feed themselves and you steal because you find plesure in it.Your polluted spiritual karma is unfit for your soon coming celestial journey into the next demension.You are going to have to return to this demension in a lower life form.(the demons you thought you had control of have slipped the leash-you were nothing but a pee-on pawn for them and that freaky little striped beast is going to abandon you and go elsewhere)Try not to be to alarmed my dear reader, as you see these things happening,they have to happen that way.This demension of life for us is a test and not a destination.The garden Earth shall survive the repeated failures of mankind to enslave her.This planet is programmed to be the garden and the farm of the entire universe.Multidemensionally as well.This was established long before we arrived here.The inheirited greed and selfishness of a minor few have driven her to the brink of destruction,the final act of a lost and hopelessly corrupt self serving mankind which shall be halted by a devine intervention.